Since Saturday’s hike around the Red Rocks wasn’t enough for us or the dogs we decided to spend our Sunday doing the exact same thing at Deer Creek Valley just 15 minutes the other way on the highway. I absolutely … Continue reading
Being in a new place – forces you to do new things; and for me and my life I know that life starts outside the comfort zone. I am so blessed and appreciative to have a husband who wants to … Continue reading
It’s funny because now recounting all the tears shed – lost nights of sleep, refusals of romance and fairytales, scoffs at happy endings, and dirty glances towards anyone judging me in the card aisle on valentines day….
I was in need of you and wanted you before I ever even knew of you. There you were right under my nose (virtually speaking) and who in the hell would know we were compatible anyways all things considered, I needed – longed – and secretly yearned for someone to prove all my dramatics and negative romance antics wrong…but he was never to be found. Anywhere I turned no white horses were coming, everyone I entertained the thought even near to compatible with, wasn’t even close, and anything I had thought was love was completely bereaved in comparison to you.
I cried at happy endings – hell I shed a tear at a few sad ones too, but I never let it show, sometimes I just forced myself to cry to get it all out behind closed doors and to prevail as a bad ass in the public eye with a leather jacket and a nose ring…I was putting on a facade even I couldn’t keep up with. I tried not to smile at life, I purposefully attempted to overlook the simplicities of joy – all in the vein attempt to prove happily ever after jargon to be wrong.
Before I met you – as I’ve always said, before I even knew you – I knew I loved you. Thank you for saving me from myself – we each needed a dose of the other and now I couldn’t even dream of another to share forever with – as we stroll together on this crazy journey fingers interlocked to stay, I smile and lean my head on your shoulder draping my arms in the most loving embrace around you knowing everything is going to be just fine – you will keep me safe, you will protect me and take care of me when I need it most, more than anything you can do – I will be right there to do it for you. To any negative thought and notion that led me to you – I thank myself for choosing to be so stubborn and vile, to forcefully see the world in such an ignorant concept because if I hadn’t – I most certainly wouldn’t have been led to you, and discovered sheer and utter happiness.
I now no longer envy happy endings in movies, avoid the card aisle like Forever 21 at the Mall of America on a Saturday afternoon, or scoff at the mere thought of a perfect ending; I can now open and read through our fairy tale without skipping to the ending, because I know…it’s a forever kind of thing.
I love you
The wind blows a warm breeze, I think what an oxymoron a warm breeze is
The road never ends, the mountains are nowhere to be found
We keep towing along, staring at the back of the budget truck for 12+ hours
Can’t be any worse then staring at the open road ahead of you IN the budget truck though
The two girls are in the back acting like 13 year old frienemies
They finally wrestle it out and curl up into a snuggle
We turn off the recycled air for a few moments and open the windows to breathe it all in
As we enter into the beautiful state we now call home I feel for my husbands hand, my eyes not leaving the darkening scenery I’m observing out the window
He gives my hand a squeeze – one to say, I’m scared, I’m excited, We’re going to be just fine, and I love you
I love you too.
Thanks for taking this journey with me, no matter how fiercely independent I am; I couldn’t do it alone
My eyes fixate back to the budget truck in front of me and I smile
We are doing everything we set out to do 6+ months ago, while discussing this over coffee as friends…
Who knew we’d be in it together for the long haul?
….Create your own destiny – and envision all your dreams coming true – because they just might when you least expect them to.
here are some images of our “road to CO” things we made a point to do before we left, and things we happened to do and capture before we left in our own whimsical manner. Enjoy.
the best of buddies “untle Max”
“I spashed untle Max” – Brody
Photo credit: The early morning Hubby.
Sorry we don’t have the perfect window height bench for you here Kayl…we’ll get one soon enough
Prettiest eyeliner dog I know 🙂